this old man keeps staring at me during the meeting. it's so pact like sardines in here. help. i can feel his look. my legs are crossed like a woman. im wearing slippers and there's a huge hole in my pinky socks. i just found god and this old pervert is giving me sexy look # 11. i yawned and when i tried to cover my mouth with my hand i accidently made a fist into my mouth and i could see his legs get nervous. he fidgeted in his chair. out the corner of my eye i felt his glance rising like a cloud. i keep scratching my head real thick to turn him off. im in my pajamas. pact like sardines. now im getting hot. maybe the bozo is turning me on. stop staring at me old man. my grandpa will beat you. 

i haven't been able to sleep for four days. i keep smoking.