Germany has the coolest looking flag

Something happens to me everytime I see it, especially if it's in someone's window in the center of a Downtown LA skyscraper loft.  Something very emotional always happens real quickly, then dissipates.

Used to, i would—no, not i would, it would: i'd! id!—elicit a lot of anger, underneath which was bitterness, resentment, but mainly a frail, insecure little man.

Now it's still like that, too—cause it's an impulse, you know—but inside that, too, now, there's something new and sweet, like a cooked little chlor (i dunno how to say it in english, and there's no way of making that letter through phonetics also) thrown in with dolma, cooked apples, cabbage, and grape-leaves, a big pepper, stuffed with meat and rice—and seeing the colors on the flag—or when Germany completes like 26 passes before a goal, or takes in a fuckin refugee—it just makes me sad, and it feels a lot better than anger.

...wait a minute!  It could be chlor or shlor, one of which there is a way to make the first letter out of phonetics...but one word also means shriveled little dick!  And that's not what I mean, babe!  Well, I mean, I guess it could work, yea I guess it could work, symbolically, but not in the food.  Definitely not in the food to make it a little sweet.  I'm talking about the fruit.  Maybe it's a prune.  But no, it has a seed in and not much thick surrounding it

and it is orange