If she's been with anyone after me then she can forget it.  I should've thrown that in before she blocked me.  I saw a news story about a dog like mine being killed by another dog while i was pigging out, then they showed a pic of the dogs eyes under blankets.  kinda sums up the day.  I aint gettin i aint gettin out of bed today.  what did she mean by " accepting jesus christ as a way of coming to terms with her past?  what else didn't she tell me.  or who knows after