too hard to delete anything

do i really have to delete all these?  that's actually my biggest concern, how it looks, what it's turned into, mimics my mind or my mind can't rest can't stop talking.  i used to cuddle with my phone at night after you walked me home.  all of a sudden each time i eat it doesn't make sense not to.  if i delete all this it'll clear up, i believe so.  but you gotta admit, "skidmark in me worn through time" that's hot!