what was dull

like ancient thoughts

dreams in a trans like withdrawal

you can't control your shit

or breathing or

people coming through the window

and your dog cute facing him

you can't reach them

so you just awake with a scream

in time

you can check

heart rate

stupor like a video reel on speed

Leslie Klyee getting gangbanged

now becomes physical

life has moved you

your body is dull

and weak

your mind is mush

your mind—all we have to do now! is erase

those thoughts from our head,

our brain