Daily Failings

I have trouble functioning daily in society,
on my feet, disgruntled discretely.
Faux pas and mispeaks,
(coming undone)
awkward and neurotic,
unstep half-steps repeated;
lulling and silent
solemnly:
the sullen king sulking,
insecure and uneasy,
smiling inconvienently.
Handshakes, although not weak -
Eyes estraying...
A tone
meager and for the meek.
(Not Failure, just daily failing.)
At least I didn't have a drink.