In Sickness, kicking and screaming

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Forget such nonsense:
I want to snuff it.
Little person with bigtalk:
Can’t fully comprehend,
Looking far into the distance -
That open sea.
Ay! Close my eyes
And It’s There.
That moment, I mean.
Death is just too big.

God has never come.
People have died.
And Time has moved on.
Ay! Close my eyes -
Death is just too big.
I’ll have to cling, then.
Stay alive.
Forget ambition.
Just try to survive.
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