and that we will kidnap you 
wrestle your uncles about town
recite broken ancient forlorn
and broken words
poetry on the account of me
for you
my lady bat,
like the swings of a sweet word
in the breeze
ach! woman!
i want to hate you so much
like the resentment of a broken tool
of a new town, in a new city, in a country
winter like chills
your soft spread of orgasm in a broken room 
with a new man
in his loving arms soft
chilling
what was dull
like ancient thoughts

dreams in a trans like withdrawal
you can't control your shit
or breathing or
people coming through the window
and your dog cute facing him
you can't reach them
so you just awake with a scream
in time
you can check
heart rate

stupor like a video reel on speed
Leslie Klyee getting gangbanged

now becomes physical
life has moved you
your body is dull
and weak

your mind is mush

your mind—all we have to do now! is erase
those thoughts from our head,
our brain








you go now!
scatter swift
ashes

packets

ketchup,
neighbors—
me drinking in my underwear 
alone in the afternoon

i'm going to climb over
the sweet scent of barbecue,
I brought Hunts.

Or do you prefer Heinz?
Oh no, 
you prefer Heinz.




Woman, a man just wrote this for you!

I'll stay sick with nudges,
giddy on a chair
like a hapless fool

i am a man living in a dream
who needs to breathe

obviously, when you breathe
i wonder, like ancient forlorn
emotions

still not, what's life but molecules
and hiccups of a mischievous girl

like a crush

atoms and air waves
smiles like sensations 
of pleasant things

like the sort of things
that comes from giggles